Critical situation

My boyfriend will purposed me at the end of this year....
My feeling is.....happy (of course), sad (because my dad still not agree),doubt (its my prob),bless,greatful,so much thx to all this...

Doakan saya yaa...

Welcome 2013

First of all lets say alhamdulillahirobilaalamiin.......
Finally we touchdown on 2013..with happiness and blessing from allah....gimana acara semalem?pasti beda beda yaa cara merayakan taun baru...what i did yesterday?
I came to masque and allowing some event for celebration nye with moslem way.....funny story,i came to a senior high school event hahaha....pantesan mereka unyu2 bgt beda sama gw,ade gw n tmen gw hahaha....but well im happy to stay in masque,,readin quran,wirid is soo make me feel comfort.....ah im not a good writer...
Now im just sittin in the dine room with my lil sist and my dad....morning briefing...telling about what i did yesterday..
Well have a good first january....xiao

Im blogging with my iphone

Hei...im just trying to posting my blog in my iphone.thx uuu..wait for my new post,...

welcome back my dearest blog....

hei hello haiiiiii.......
my last update is 2011 which i posted some confusion statement...hahahha so lame right? :D
and yes im working at the bank now, so greatful finally im making money, no need to depend on my parents anymore.Talk about my hobby, i've been making my project during the hibernation time in this blog.here's some photo that i made...enjoy it ;)

So..here's my photos when i graduated last year,that makeup is by me...never expected that my friends really like my makeup and my lips especially, why?cause i used very red lipstick called oriental red by revlon and that time people never brave to set that colour lips..so...im the only one who bravely used very red lipstick.And yes,,,i applied double fake lashes..so nuts..hahaha...but you see its really made my eyes completely gorgeous. And i used smokey gold and black and made a fake crease so my eyes look open. I almost forgot about this event,,but nothing much i can say about this celebration...just...same old guys :D

 That picture was taken by my lil sist before the party started. I was so happy because my makeup was made by MAC...i admit it that MAC soooo awesome, all staff work professional and made my look is stunning that night. And i proud to my self that my dress was designed by ME...i made backless kebaya with ribbon belt behind... :)

that is my cousin....and me (right)

on July 2011,, my brother was married with makassar girl. I have some funny story about that. Lets called mrs. S is from makassar, she is very bossy and has very thick dialect. I dont know but i dont wanna be a stereotype to assess anybody just from some province but i must say that the east people has very "unique" type like how they talk,how they has body language...but maybe other people out of java could think the same. So the party was so brutal because of mrs. S was blaming my family.hahaha.....i know thats not funny :D.

and thats my friend wedding party shabrina, she is a daughter ministry of telecommunication called MENKOMINFO. I had very great night with my classmate biologi 43 IPB...so love that night...and i love my friends too...xoxox
soo...we gonna go to see my makeup collection....here we go

Back to the old Lady Gaga which the second hits "Just Dance"...you see that lady gaga has a thunder sign in her chin?so i made the same but with a lil variation on my lips,,,im wearing a blue lipstick.Its weird but really electric look. Many compliment i got from this look,,its simple, quick and easy but yet gorgeous... :p

Long story short, i was listening song by Aqua "Barbie Girl" and my look is inspired by that song..

The key of this look is from the eyes. Use a barbie contact eyes and line your under eyes with white pencil. I made a fake crease so my eyes looks very deep. With extreme lashes and red lips my look set perfecty. And i made this tutorial to youtube. Check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZ4SA-FxjNA

there is no love in this world,,,,thats just ruin ur life..

why i said that?
because...we live in the unfair world. we cant get what we want and what we need,,,there is always someone who control ur life..only Allah SWT.
Just me and Allah which is really know about myself....not my parents, not my lil sister or even my boyfriend (ooops,,,,im still have a boyfriend..sorry)..
do you think, if a crazy people who have a problem in her psychological is her fault??i mean all fault its because of her??or u think the other people sway her psychological?? yes...we have 2 decision about this, one is her and two is the other people...
example : Atret is the oldest crazy people in west java...of course we think that he crazy not because of himself...when he was young, he wanted a motorcycle but his parents cant afford it, because he really wanted that motorcycle so mad, he just lost his control (crazy) untill now,,,he always thinking that he riding a motorcycle..
what do u wanna say???shouldnt he crazy??he should??i dont think so.....all that he wanted is UNDERSTANDING...just understanding....no more.....
so please,,,,i just need to be happy...happy with the person who i love,,why u doing this to me??
am i made mistake?? or ur mistake make u like a crazy stalker protector or what??
plis i just need a happy life NOW....really i cant hold it,,,its really make me traumatic for being someone who have a lover,,,im not doing that again...i cant,,,or maybe i can after the 20 years when i get monopause...
just remember the energy law --> there is an action and reaction................so u made an action and just wait what the reaction is......
u know what??u can give an oath to me.....just know...Allah knows who is right and bad.....


plis allah......protect me, give me a huge temper for this....im nothing without You....i love u more than everything,,,

stress level

according to my title.....im in the stress level now...jobless...hoping Telkom call me for interview. Six called that i have for an interview in different companies but i ignored it .I almost doing the same thing everyday...yup...makeup.And u deserve to see it... :)

Here's the makeup inspired by Klaire de Lys, she is an amazing girl,she talented n has a great art of makeup art. Yes, its not look 100% same with her and of course she did better than me..but some of my friends likes this,,,they said...good job tari..so happy to hear that.. :)

I think, this is the coolest makeup art i ever made,,,just a simple butterfly on my outer corner of my eyes made my eyes so cute and simple..but i really ur worked hard to do this, its not easy to draw somtehing in your eyes not like u draw on paper....here's two pictures i took (but i have about 20 photos for this look :D). Is it beautiful as the real butterfly???

And this looked is inspired from Klaire de Lys too,,u can see in youtube video name chinesse ***** (im forgot :( ). My lil sist wanted some diferrent makeup for her twitter and she choose this look. Its took 1 hour to set the diamond in her face. I got this diamond from sticker blink blink for phone which is used to popular last year, and i just still have a new..so i peel off that sticker one by one and stick it up to my lil sister face :D. How much score for this look? i bet 7 ...hahaha

This one is the creepiest look..ahahha...but i do love it,,,u see how same iam with the real cat??(infortunately im not took a photo with my cat :D yes im scared..haha) 

my makeup during jobless

hi guys„its a long time since i’ve been so busy for nothing (hehehe)…actually, i was doing like a house wife in my home, yeah its boring…but im happy to helping my mom. Anyway, i created some makeup..really i want to share in here, but seems i always forgot to open my baby tumblr (i should make a bookmark for this web *sigh)..okay lets begin with the first pict.. 

i just want to created some barbie makeup which is michelle phan did it…im not making any variation for this makeup from tutorial but i just mixed two tutorial from michelle into my makeup..u see the 3 dots under my eyes?u can find that in disney wonderland makeup. Overall..i did a great job, right??haha…

the second pict is liltle ridicilous and the important is i was angry because of my nephew screwed up…here it is

see?kid behind me?she always mess with me, but however„,i love her :)

by the way about this makeup, i brought a new scarf..its very very gorgeous with colours are red, deep blue n white. So i decided to made a makeup with my own idea..i know..me too not really like this makeup because the shape of my eyes weird..but really nice with the colours :). check out for the next picture

i dont know but i really like this makeup, looks naturally like i didnt touch anything except false lashes..its called sexy natural…just applied pink blush on the apple my chick and put the nude lipstick on my lips…mmm by the way..i have a new eyebrows..its look sharpen and liltle helping to hide my circle face :D

i took this picture after i went to my grandma’s house…but i did some touch up on my face..just put a white shimmer eyeshadow in the inner corner of my eyes so thats made my eyes like bright..i was pretty cute that say..i dont know…hahaha…

and the next photos…

i know this creepy :( , but someday im gonna wear this hijab…and i just tried to make some funky moslem..whatt???yeah..i was wondering if i wear this hijab early, because my father begging me to wear hijab as soon as posible….its really a big decision beside i love my hair but i love moslem…i just dont have strong enough “iman”. Funny, because that day my lil sist joined with me…look

and became wild :D….

oh ya…i learned makeup art too inspired by (im forgot whats her name) but really good and easy to do..

do u like it?? or u scared? :D

and the last makeup that i just did yesterday is….

arabian makeup…..ooh i loves it…!!!